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| Sunday, 27-Dec-2009 11:06 |
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Ariesya n her good friend,leah
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tak tau macaman diorg dua ni boleh baik sgt. mungkin dua-dua takde member. mula2 dulu sorang ckp org putih sorang ckp melayu. skrg lepas dah pegi kinder dua2 dah boleh ckp english bahasa budak2 la. cuma ammar sorang aje yg ckp melayu. tp budak2 main tak perlu ckp pun takpe. asal boleh aje...janji happy..ada leah (mak org filipina, ayah mat saleh) ni boleh jugak la ariesya nak improve english. berani jugak nak cakap walaupun kadang2 merapu ntah ape ntah...
ariesya n leah
Ammar...first day bukak tayar tepi dah boleh naik basikal
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| Sunday, 8-Nov-2009 03:45 |
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TIME & Me
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looking back what happened to my life make me realise how short the time i have in this big world. the time i have here is nothing compare to the day of infinity in 'akhirat'. but the time i have now is a ticket to decide what will happen for me in another world. am i fully utilise my time here? do i use it all the time to worship Allah? what will happen to my family/kids in future? how will they face the challenge in future? what should i prepare them in this world to face the life after their death? what will i left behind to help me in the next life? etc
the path i've taken so far have a long way to go. i am not sure how long i will live. maybe tomorrow, next week, next year or another 30 years to go. given the productive life is 60, then i will have another 29 years to live here. it is a temporary life compare the infinity life that everybody will face later. the fate that will be decided on the day of judgment is base on my contributions now. how much good i've done? how much bad/dosa i've collected from baligh till i die? how much taubah being accpeted? how i use my time, money, energy, expertise etc to worship Allah?
it doesn't need a rocket science to understand what is right and what is wrong. because we have the brain and akal. there are things i can understand by nature like throwing rubbish everywhere is wrong and helping people is good. and there are things i need to learn to become good in it like reading Quran, learning arabic, the hukum hakam, to become a good lecturer, a good engineer etc. like ust azhar said, "we work very hard to be success in this world, then why not we work harder for the life in akhirah. the life of eternity, the life of more than 1,000,000,000 years." how to work hard for akhirah? that's i need to learn more...
life timetable
ammar
areisya at kinder
mama
me
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| Saturday, 24-Oct-2009 07:59 |
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into the third phase of my phd journey...game on
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setelah hampir 3 bulan di malaysia buat data collection aku pun berangkat balik melbourne dengan berat hati. bukan apa, mengenangkan kesejukan melbourne dan ketidakramahan org di sana ditambah dengan graf phd yg negative movement amat merisaukan aku. tambahan dengan progress yg tak seberapa. apa yg nak cerita dgn chris nanti. data yang berlambak-lambak belum lagi di transcribe buatkan aku rasa letih nak balik ke melbourne. tapi apakan daya hidup perlu diteruskan. in one way it is a good learning curve for me. pushing myself to the limit in the research. the more i challenge it the better i will be. tougher and wiser. i will be back to malaysia as solid corporate real estate researcher. to help the industry and malaysia to grow. i think i have enough for myself and my family and i believe i will be successful in future. now it is the time to share, contribute and help others. i have a dream....no time to day dreaming now..got to work
sunrise in marang
ammar thinking n coca cola free glass
mama not in a good mood
ammar achieve something...airasia puzzle
ular dah masuk tahun ke 3...not much time left...got to run
Game on...SOLO
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| Thursday, 15-Oct-2009 12:00 |
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Boating to pulau kapas
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dah lama aku nak pi pusing pulau kapas cuma tak sempat. memandangkan sekarang ayah mentua aku dah pencen dan dia pun dok keje ke laut, senang la nak ajak dia kelaut candat ke ape ke lepas ni. mungkin mood dia tgh baik aku ajak dia pi pusing pulau kapas. bawak semua anak beranak pegi tgk2 laut. sampai tgh laut aku terjun mandi jap dgn razahar (ni first time pegi). kali kedua pegi penuh boat pusing2 lepas tu balik mandi kat pantai. happy betul budak2 tu...termasuk lah bapak budak...layan ajelah sebelum balik melbourne...
bersama juragan ed osmera...serius habis
berenang tgh laut...crystal clear water
beli ikan kat pak awang kat tengah laut
chalet pulau germia sebelah pulau kapas
bangsal lepak kat benteng kuala
mandi tepi pantai sebelum balik
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| Saturday, 3-Oct-2009 11:07 |
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Raya tahun ni...meriah
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tahun ni aku beraya di kedah. dah 2 tahun aku raya di malaysia. tahun depan raya di melbourne la rasanya. aku balik lepas ni adalah kali terakhir. dengan segulung ijazah. siap dengan konvo sekali. Insya Allah. biasanya kami buat lemang tapi tahun ni nampak macam nak hujan tak jadi buat lemang. teringat dulu2 abah walaumacamana pun mesti buat lemang. ada hikmahnya. supaya kami semua bekerjasama dalam buat kerja. walaupun semua dah bawak haluan masing2 tapi tahun ni semua beraya di kampung. meriah. terasa kemesraan antara semua. harap berkekalan.
ammar's circle
Ariesya's circle
my circle
mak pun join sekaki
di kubur abah...semoga abah berada tenang di sana...
my family dgn mak
my big family...12 adik beradik plus plus
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| Wednesday, 26-Aug-2009 03:43 |
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My kids is growing up...time pass by very fast
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atas kapcai dalam kebun getah...klasik
birthday ariesya ke 5
posing
dgn mak
ammar and ariesya
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| Saturday, 11-Jul-2009 13:16 |
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snow at lake mountain resort - just do it
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today i went to lake mountain resort to have a feeling of snow holding. i am not very lucky coz it's rain and snow got swipe away. moreover the this week the snow stop falling compare to last two weeks. but at least there is something to hold what i call it as ice. i dont think that is the real snow. not much different than plain ABC. only the a lot bigger abc and we can slide on the abc as well..
something that i learn from this is not about the snow only but i learn most is about getting things done. just need the courage to do the commitment. plan and execute. proper plan but not too long to make decision. the decision is crucial. its like 'cengkeram' or deposit you pay to show your intention to buy something. if you back off you'll lose you money. the execution is some sort of your commitment to pay the rest of remaining amount. so, i plan to go and i urged marlina and i put a promise to ariesya and ammar that we are going to snow this saturday which they already happy with the event and at the same time they waiting and hoping for me to keep my promise and execute the remaining promise. now i already have a commitment that i have to fulfill. i have to settle any unfinish task and prepare anything i should bring. this is where i pay the deposit for this event. if i am not in the position of having this responsible probably i can cancel the event and break my promise to the kids by lying to them with something else. they maybe ok with that but deep down in my heart i feel guilty of myself.
then i make the commitment to get the glove from amir and ask marlina to cook some food to bring there. the commitment getting bigger and heavier as many people get involve with my plan. still i can stop the plan at any time. but this when the commitment start rolling then it much easier for me to get moving. the kids got excited and keep remind me the snow trip and at the same time i got excited too.
by friday night everything is ready. the glove, the boots, the food and the mind already has a clear direction of why, where and how i want to execute the plan. by saturday morning the distraction to stop the plan is still there and i can stop it at anytime as well. but me myself must have the courage to continue the plan for exposure to my kids and me about the snow environment that make thing moving ahead. wake up the kids, settled them, check the car, pack the food, check the checklist, warm up the car, put all the stuff in the car and go.
it's raining on the way there and i feel the snow must be affected. the intention to stop coming back and play around my head. even half way there i can stop at any time. but i keep moving because of my eagerness to see and learn what will happen if i execute the plan. after 2 hours driving at last i reach to snow place. at the top of a mountain near the marysville where the bushfire swipe away all the alpine trees early of this year. getting ready a play toboggans on the ice. very cold. kids were laughing. snap pictures, feel new experience, feel the environment of excitement, got wet, got tired and got into the car, lunch and headed back home with memorable snow experience. learn how snow making, travelling, alpine trees and some few things but the most important thing is i already paid the full price of the commitment.
the biggest challenge of all these is to make the initial commitment. to make decision is the hardest part. once you decide it, the rest will follow. what i need is just to keep the momentum going. momentum will keep moving if you give the commitment to someone else to remind you every time you you forgot or you feel down sometime. again, it's depend how important the person to you and as well as the promise. make sure they are or she is or he is a really important to you. or else their reminder don't bring any meaning to you. so far it works for me. i'll try with bigger deposit of commitment in future....just wait and see....just do it!!!
ariesya ice experience
toboggan ride
on the way back, a snap for family picture
lake mountain, hope to see you again
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| Saturday, 4-Jul-2009 12:09 |
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SV, PhD and Me
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I've been engaged with chris for nearly 2 years. i had a big argument at the beginning of our 'relationship' where i thought might get me into trouble. but luckily it end up nicely and strengthen our bond together. he is the type that allow me to explore the research the way i want. his long journey to complete his phd might be one reason he some sort allow me to do the same but i stress out to him that my scholarship don't allow to do too much exploration or else i end up lost into something will never finish. 3 to 3 and a half is the maximum that i can stay here. after that i have to go back to serve my country (macam askar pulak).
i joined his class and sometime we meet for coffee while sharing our thoughts. most of the time the ideas is parallel between him and me maybe because we are the same area and share the same interest to the corporate real estate management. for me sv is like a friend that we can share, argue, get opinions, respect and understand his constrain of different background and context. he is human too who makes mistake and don't know everything. so i don't expect he will say in detail everything about the research. but his guidance is helpful to me and at the same time the work i produce is more crucial whether i am capable of handle myself and the research to a certain level.
for me phd is a club for people who has some degree of firmness and proud (stubbornness and egoistic sometime) for something they believe can make a different society or to the field they belong to. no point having a phd if you are not fighting for something. not for yourself but for the community for the betterment of humankind as a whole. you are the one that searching for the answers. dig deep into a hole that nobody will go into. maybe you find the diamond or find nothing. that's not the issue. the main point here is you are the one that have the courage and experience to make the action that nobody want to do it. exploration process is equal to the process of success because success in academic might spill over to the real practices. whatever the outcomes along the journey of my phd is something that i will carry for the whole of my life. may Allah guide me to the right direction with my knowledge and stubbornness.....
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| Saturday, 20-Jun-2009 23:29 |
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Internet speed
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Macamana klu hidup tanpa internet dalam zaman sekarang ni?
amat pelik klu org tak baca email, tak tgk internet, tak reti guna google etc. zaman dah berubah. bukan lagi zaman datuk nenek aku dulu. hari2 mesti connect to internet. why? time running very fast. information at fingertips. no time to waste time. every thing need to be fast. people or customer don't like to wait. you have to foresee even before something happen. the competition very stiff. competitor enter the market the day you launch new product. among the competitive advantage is the quality of service and the speed of information.
nak berdakwah sekarang ni pun kena guna internet. ustaz2, pensyarah, cikgu cikgi pun kena guna medium ni sebagai pemangkin untuk membantu memaham org ramai. org dah tak sempat nak pegi cari ustaz2 untuk belajar. so kita lah kena provide information yg betul sebelum org lain bagi info yg tersasar.
coming back to internet provider. due to lack of competition, malaysia left behind because the internet speed is very slow. 256kbs!!! what the heck you can do with that speed? customer service handle by people from hell. monopoly kills the quality of service. people become the victim. a lot of related business get stuck. hey, now is global world. no time for manipulation of government power for personal/certain company's agenda anymore. people get educate and get clever. why not find the solution and look into the future rather than going backwards. sometime it's weird to see how people think. anyway to me internet is important element for success. borderless and the speed of information is crucial...
masa guna bigpond
sekarang guna TPG naked adsl2+, 4,000kbs (4Mps), lagi murah
siap boleh pilih dari berpuluh-puluh provider dan jenis pakej
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| Tuesday, 2-Jun-2009 11:57 |
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Air tangan isteri
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kurang masin la, tekstur tak mantap la, rasa tak macam kat kedai la...bla bla adalah antara komen yg aku bagi kat marlina bila masak...tapi banyak jugak pujian yg aku bagi klu dia masak sedap...aku akui memang dia masak sedap tapi mulut ni memang suka bagi pendapat. lagipun klu aku tak bagi input sapa lagi yg nak bagi sebab kat rumah ni pun aku sorang aje yg makan. dia masak tapi dia tak makan. aku jugak la yg tukang perabih..
banyak jugak menu-menu baru yg dia cuba. kebanyakannya memang sedap. lebih sedap dari tempat yg paling sedap. antara favorite aku setakat ni memang aku boleh bagi A++ la antaranya laksa, nasi ayam, nasi dagang, tiramitsu, sup tulang, rendang, udang lemak cili, ikan tiga rasa etc. wuih banyak juga menu yg marlina pandai masak...cuma bergantung jugak kepada mood meter semasa masak..klu angin tak berapa baik tu kadang2 tak jadi sedap macam biasa. benda ni kena ambik kira masa masak kepada cikgu cikgi sekalian ha ha ...yg penting makanan dari rumah ni aku dah tahu kesahihan kebersihannya (no compromise from her) dan kehalalannya....anyway isteri bukan hamba suami dan dia pun bukannya wajib masak untuk aku...tapi klu dia tak masak sape nak masak...aku? makan nasik dgn telur goreng kicap hari2 la jawabnya.... 
ayam nasik ayam
salad daa..
nasi dagang
pizza
tiramitsu
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